Know our Wounds and Repair them
‘..we have to repair all the time all our wounds which we have caught ourselves by our foolishness, by our lust, by our greed and by so many false identifications we carry with ourselves.
…If we know what our weaknesses are, it’s better; we can really swim across better. Supposing on a ship there is a hole and the water is coming in through that hole the attention of all the crew, of all t he staff and the captain himself will be on that hole from where the water is coming in and nowhere else. In the same way you must be on the watch out.
There are so many pitfalls for a Sahaja Yogi I have seen. Of course even the Past is over, the Past can be overcome. In the Present also they have many shadows of the past working. For example, when you are sitting in a group you are involved with each other, those who are involved with each other by any relationship whatsoever must know that this kind of involvement is not going to help them, to attain their individual ascent.
Everybody is ascending individually though you are collectively contacted with each other and in communication, but the ascendance is individual, absolutely individual.
So whether is your son, brother, sister, your wife, your friend.. you must remember that you are not responsible for their ascendance.
You cannot help them for their ascent. Only Mother(Kundalini)’s grace and their own desire (can help);
Their own effort to give up all that is 3 dimensional will help them. So whenever a thought comes like that you must know that you have not attained the Thoughtless Awareness in its full extent and that’s how you have problems which are 3 dimensional.
Sometimes a Sahaja Yogi will find an emotional thought .. will come into his mind. It may be an emotion of dejection or frustration and he will be disgusted with himself or with others. Both things are just the same. I have seen, some Sahaja Yogis get very disgusted with others; there should be no disgust that is lasting.
Of course for a short time you might feel disgust it’s alright, past feeling or you might feel disgusted with yourself may be past feeling.
But if you go on hankering on to it or if you go on clinging to it that means you are conditioning yourself.
That means you are not in thoughtless awareness that means that you are in your past, making your past a solid mass on your head.
In the Present everything is free, everything is free to that is not eternal. In the Present the Eternal stays, the rest all drops out.
It’s like a moving River that does not stop anywhere but the moving river is eternal, rest of the things is all changing.
If you are on the eternal principle, all that is not eternal changes and drops out, dissolves and becomes non-existent.
We have to understand our own dignity, our own essence.’